If there is to be peace in the world,
There must be peace in the nations.
If there is to be peace in the nations,
There must be peace in the cities.
If there is to be peace in the cities,
There must be peace between neighbors.
If there is to be peace between neighbors,
There must be peace in the home.
If there is to be peace in the home,
There must be peace in the heart.
I was going to finish my weekend post about the Cookie Exchange we had last Saturday night, but a recent anonymous comment left on this blog prompted me to preempt the weekend post with one I’ve been carrying around with me for awhile.
I realized the other day that I’m content.
I realized the other day that I’m at peace.
As the world swirls around me, as the economy crashes at my feet, as my family is torn asunder…I can honestly say I’m serene in my heart.
Yes, I may be cranky at times. Or cruel. Or snarky. Or bitchy.
Yes, I want the pieces of my family put back together.
Yes, I want my dog to stop drooling. And my underpits to stop itching. And my belly to be less flabby.
Yes, I still complain about work, tourists, Naomi, and the people who’ve “done me wrong.”
But it doesn’t matter. It’s all crap.
As I sat on the bus the other day holding a stroller upright for a young mother juggling an arm full of baby and groceries I was like the Grinch, who’s heart swelled 10 sizes that day. My heart swelled and I knew that I am blessed. Blessed with a wonderful family, awesome friends, a job, no bills, good health, minimal stress and I want for nothing.
Dare I say it?
Is it the effect of the season that’s making me happy? Is it this gorgeous Christmas tree sitting in front of me that not only lights up the room, but also my heart?
I don’t think so. I think the Holiday Spirit inside me has been magnified by my new-found inner happiness. My contentedness. My calm.
Do I have peace in my heart, in my mind, in my soul? Do I feel that I’m a good person, a good wife, a good friend and a good mother to those around me?
Yes, I think I do, and I think I am.
I’m sleeping very well these days…